Friday, 2 August 2019

The Fear.

I’m afraid to get afraid of what I shouldn’t be afraid of, 
I’m afraid to be afraid to say I’m afraid to talk to them.   
I’m afraid they say I’m always afraid, 
yes I’m afraid, but I’m afraid of the way they look at me when I’m afraid.
I’m afraid to say what I’m afraid of. 
Thou should not fear but I fear fearing that that I shouldn’t fear. 
I fear touching my eyes for my tears will get afraid and tear, releasing tears that I’m afraid of seeing. 
I fear blowing my nose, cutting my skin, cutting their skin, killing their kin, although the blood doesn’t fear me. 
Blood doesn’t fear that I may get afraid from the fear I get when I see blood. 
Blood doesn’t fear oozing, it does not fear coming out. It doesn’t fear splitting on the couch, it doesn’t fear carrying viruses. 
Blood, fear, fear and blood.
I’m made of blood with a twist of fear, a pinch on my cheek, some blood in your wrist, 
I’m afraid of not wanting to do things, things that people proof to fear do. 
I’m afraid  to stop at spot where the clock from the top ticks and says, stop, my son stop, stop and post at the top that your time is up .
I’m afraid! 
I’m afraid when I see a cop, I tend to stop and say to them, don’t shoot at me. 
I’m black and made of blood with a twist of fear. 
I don’t forget to tell them I’m afraid of seeing my blood,  so don’t be afraid of shooting but be afraid that I have the fear of seeing blood, my blood. 
I’m afraid of walking during the day for the fear of the dark is in me.
I’m afraid of walking next to cars, for a driver who doesn’t fear fearing to hit someone might hit at me. 
I’m afraid of loosing, loosing my loved ones, being lost and winning,  
I fear being afraid because the Bible teaches me not to fear. 
I should be called Afraid! Or Fear Afraid The First. Hey. Afraid! 

God shined on me yesterday and said thine shall not fear, 
I shall not fear facing those that are afraid that I fear too much. 
I shall stand and face the girl who thinks that I am fearfully and wonderfully made, but, with blood made of fear…..

@Mk_m75 

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