I hate using the word hate but it’s hate I’ll use to show how I hate, hate. I love my eyes but hate what they look at. I hate to hate my nose for consuming all I see. To love is to belittle hate, hating less of what you hate most. To hate is to storm streets naked keeping in mind the love you have for your loved ones exceeds the hate they show the love you give to them.
I hate how I smiled to the tailor who’s lies made me wear a lab coat to my wedding. The same smile chose a pearl white casket for my dog and a concrete box for my child. I hate how I showed no hurt when I signed up for a third degree, since it’s tradition to live after the third. I hate how I’m good to people who have the worst of the worst intentions towards me.
I hate to use the word hate because thou shall love thy neighbor as thy loves thine self. Thee thou hates thee of thine, shall die in thy glory thou thee thought so.
I’m quick to anger but it pains me to hurt the other. I’m slow to judge but hate how I’m judged (yesterday I wore a dress to work and got shamed by my boss, who’s darkest of secrets I know). I gave my savings to build a hall for the youth but they claimed my benefactor gifted me with gifts gifted only to those giving in expectation of receiving. I judge how judges judge their cases with influential judgements. I hate to judge but hate is worse than the judge. I breathe rainbows and desire a scorpio, who’s abilities to kill and steal surpass the devil’s blessings to mankind.